Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Happy Teachers' Day

HAHA.AWESOME DAY AT TK WITH PAM AND RUBY.
WENT TO TK AND SAW THIS POSTER AND WENT MAD.
LIKE A CERTAIN SENSE OF PATRIOTISM TOWARDS SA.


HI TANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
THE HALL, MEMORIESSSSSSSSS.



MRS CHUA YOUR BABY NO.2 DAMN CUTE.
RUBY AND MRS CHUA:)
NETBALL.
OMG I MISS MRS TAN.
MRS MELINDA LOY.
WAH MDM AMIZAH LOOK SO PWEETY.
MISS SUSAN TEEEEEEEEEEE I MISS YOU LIKE SOME MAD DOG.
MDM AZIZAN, I GOT B3 FOR COMBINED:(
OMGGGGGGGGGG. FAVEFAVE, GP CONSULTATION?

PAM ALL I SEE IS A BLACK HEAD.
SLEEPS.
COMA.


SERIOUSLY MISS TK.
:( CAREFREEEEEE DAYS.
I MISS BLADING IN SCHOOL AS IF THE SCHOOL IS LIKE SOME PARK.
I MISS PASSING LETTERS.
MISS GETTING SCOLDED BY TEACHERS.
MISS ZEST.
MISS THAT CORNER AT THE COURT.
MISS THE FOOD,OK NOT REALLY.
MISS EVERYONE.
MISS SPIRIT OF 4/9.
MISS EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.



So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will delight those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Monday, August 30, 2010

Knowing.

I've always wanted to let you know that I'm here.





Realised why i hate going to sleep.



Cos my mind refuses to shut those thoughts.

Wish someone could knock me out whenever I need to sleep.




Stars. <3

Fixed.

Decided to run today. 3km.
song on repeat during the run.
Weight losing program.







GP today. Advertisements FOR THE WIN.
neh.







waiting for a heartheartheartbreak

cos you're already gone.


Endless.

I've never had the habit of plugging in my earphones and fall asleep.




I did it yesterday, and im doing it right now.


I think maybe I fear silence now.
Makes my mind wander to neverland.





If I am lost for a day, try to find me.
But if I dont come back, then I won't look behind me.
All of the things that I thought were so easy, just got harder and harder each day.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Comfort.

I get this warm and fuzzy feeling everytime I hear those songs.




Surprisingly they're not love songs.



Some kind of connection.




Change in tastes and preferences.







Who knew?

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Dead hearts ^^

TODAY WAS AN AWESOME DAY.

WENT AIRPORT TO STUDY AND SAW SHOOTING STARS :D


I THINK I MUST BE IN LUCK. I SHOULD HAVE BETTED ON SOCCER OR 4D.
SURE WIN.

BECAUSE..............









1) WE MET MERLY AND LEO.
2) WE WERE CAUGHT IN THE LIFT WITH MERLY AND LEO.


3) MERLY HUGGED ME.



4) I SAW A CROWD AT THE ONE OF THE GATES AND PEOPLE HOLDING BANNERS SO BEING THE KPO ME, I DECIDED TO JOIN IN. AND I SAW A DAMN HANDSOME GUY. FUCKING CUTE, CAME HOME AND REALISED HE IS KIM HYUNG JUN. MY GOD. THE GIRLS THERE PRACTICALLY WENT MAD.


HE IS CUTE.

5) I SAW THE YOUTH OLYMPIANS. OK NEVER TAKE PHOTO, BUT STILL AWESOME FEELING.

6) ON MY WAY HOME, I SAW...










To my dearest Pam:
I'll always be here if you need a shoulder to lean on.
Im not good at consoling, but i'll listen to all your worries.
Dont be rash, things will get better.
I love you.


OMG I MUST SAY THIS, SOMEONE BLOODY PRANKED ME WHEN MY PHONE LEFT BLOODY 2%.
2%!!!!! AND AFTER LISTENING TO THAT WOMAN'S CRAP, MY PHONE DIED.

ANDANDAND

WTF, ON MY WAY HOME I SAW A TRANSVERSITE.
AND HE/SHE WAS IN FRONT OF ME ON THE ESCALATOR.
THEN SHE SUDDENLY TURNED BACK AND SMILED AT ME,
FML.
SHE ASKED ME,'SEE MY NEW EYESHADOW EFFECT. PRETTY NOT?'


WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!?
THEN I NO BALLS, ANSWER 'YAH, *SMILES BRIGHTLY*'

AND SHE LOOKED SO PLEASED WITH HERSELF/HIMSELF.

GOD AND SHE WAS ADJUSTING HER FKING WIG.


TRAUMATIZED.










I died so i could haunt you.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Present.

PWK says:
i will not ask u to stop eating
C says:
POOOK WEN KAI!
NONO
PWK says:
i think i dam bad
C says:
u must ask me stop eatingand run with me
PWK says:
keep stopping u from eating
C says:
no1
PWK says:
we are born to eat
C says:
must continue to say i fat
PWK says:
not eat to born




wah pook. You brightened up my day today ^^

Mahjonged my day away with pook, kenny, pyu.
GOSH, AND PRELIMS IN 3 DAYS TIME.


had such a good talk with sister last night.





just want to tell you guys to stop giving me false hopes.
tell me its impossible because i know it is:)
i've come to terms with it.

Thanks pook for the walk.



I have decided.
过了这一夜 我就全忘掉


Thursday, August 26, 2010

Chanel, you only get to live life once.

Angstyyyyyyy much.

FMLx10000000000,
FYLx99999999999999999999999999.





I have so many bloody thoughts running through my mind right now.
I wish you werent part of the thoughts.




Kovan macs blackout = camwhore time.


Introducing my new boyfriend...












Phua Peiyu.



Can you tell me the truth?

Give up.



False hopes.
Worst thing on Earth.
Seriously?


j1 life= awesome.
whocaresifihadcenterparting.


GOOD LUCK BADGER:D GOTTA WAKE UP SO BLARDY EARLY TMR BUT IM LOOKING FORWARD TO BADGER PASSING HIS 2.4444444444444:D:D



stop lying to me/us, you still do.


woman's intuition.

mood damn bad now.

Burned Out.

So freaking tired. :(






But dont wanna waste my life away sleeping.



Gonna chiong econs today like so maddddddddddddddd dog.











i cant tell if i love or hate my dog.
ok hate 60%, love 40%







HHAHAHAHA S24, HERE'S SOMETHING I FOUND WHILE DIGGING THROUGH MY PHOTOS.

LMAO @ RAJAN REPLYING TO TEACHER WITH THAT VOICE. LOL.

'YOU THINK ITS VERY FUNNY ISIT?'
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Flip.

When im lost in the rain,
in your eyes i know i'll find the light to light my way.




I MISS PTJR.
I MISS OLI.
I MISS ZEST.
I MISS TK.
I MISS YOU.
AND SOMEHOW, I MISS YOU DAD.


you'll never get to see this,
but i always wanted to let you know that..


if you come back right now,
and take responsibility for what you've done,
i will forgive you.



but i know you will never come back.
i miss you bringing me around,
miss cycling with you,
miss fishing with you,
miss everything bout you,
but it sucks to know that,
you dont miss a single shit about your daughter here.




It broke my heart when you even forgot my age.




What happened?

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Realization.

For everything you do,
I turn to you.





Wah epic, just saw two guys pushing a car.
Quite a funny sight.




Just saw someone fell down.
Epic again.



Craving for green tea latte.


But nope, it's KM again.



Thought provoking indeed.
To YJ: thanks for the gummies and maltesers. Love ya. ;)

Monday, August 23, 2010

Maybe two is better than one.

Come school seriously waste my time.





Omg I don't remember being this hardworking in j1.



Can't wait for 2011.

Prelims please screw yourself.


Since teachers always ask us to look at things in the long term,
I shall study for As and not for prelims heeeeeeeee.

Eventually.

**UPDATE**: TO PYU AND JERMAINE:

ARSENAL: 6-0
CHELSEA: 6-0
MAN U: 2-2

HMMMM.

Frankly speaking, i cant wait to see you on Friday.
Need to catch up with you:)



Dear MacDonalds, on account that i patronise you everyday, can you come up with a new menu?




I just realised something very wrong.
i pack my bag without looking at the timetable.
but its not cos i know what lessons there are,
but more like i pack according to what i feel like revising.



School sucks.



You! Yes you, you are the sex.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Lesson.

You must learn to let go.

Do not hold on to something that isn't worth holding on to.

fair-weath·er

[fair-weth-er] Show IPA
–adjective
1.
used in or intended for fair weather only.
2.
weakening or failing in time of trouble: His fair-weatherfriends left him when he lost his money.







You were one of my priorities,
i was just one of your options.

Things will change.

Learn to treasure things before its too late.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

BICSTYNTM

it's 3.42AM right now.



























i have no freaking idea why im awake.







get out of my mind.

Something's very wrong with me.

I hate this damn feeling.

I've never felt this way, this damn shitty feeling.

First time in my life,
i spent the time outside, drinking iced latte, watching people, thinking bout everything that has happened.

First time in my life,
i didnt feel like talking.

First time in my life,
i wished for a soulmate.
Someone to sit there with me and not say a word but knows exactly how i feel.

First time in my life,
i wished i didnt have to wish for anything when the time strikes 11:11.

First time in my life,
i compare myself with everyone else and realise that i'm quite a failure.

First time in my life,
i thought about the meaning to life.




What on earth has happened to me?
I was never like this.

maybe im maturing.
changing.
for the better i hope?

Alone time= think too much.

But as what kenny said, i may just be straightening out my thoughts.

Tmr, 21st Aug, i have a date with myself.
and books.
I'm looking forward to it.

maybe the reason why i love to spend time alone now is cos i've never been alone for the past 3 years.

pros and cons.

To you: i wish you were like here for me. But you're not, fairweather friend.
Should I make someone a priority when they only treat me as an option?

uncertainties.


different wavelengths,
different frequency,
different period,
definitely wrong timing,
different speed,
impossible to superimpose.
how now brown cow?



okay, maybe i DO need a parachute.