chemistry.

throw my hand on the blade for ya.

what if

back from malaysia trip.

shit pins and needles.

shall blog more in depth once meilin upload the photos!!

SIAN.

boring day today.

insane

Yummy yummy hungry.

Highlight.

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定

放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进

不知到为什么会如此莫名紧张你

我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你

却不敢告诉你

我害怕失去你

宁愿沉默不语

该如何整理

幸福在手里

我恨自己

无 能为力

明知道我爱你

却不敢靠近你

我假装不在意

反而痛了自己

多痛都可以

不能没有你

只想永远永远爱你

你知不知道

我也没关系

告诉你 瞒着你

只不过是个决定

但为何 到如今

我依然无法前进

不知到为什么会如此莫名紧张你

我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你

却不敢告诉你

我害怕失去你

宁愿沉默不语

该如何整理

幸福在手里

我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你

却不敢靠近你

我假装不在意

反而痛了自己

多痛都可以

不能没有你

只想永远永远爱你

你知不知道

我也没关系

明知道我爱你

假装不在意

多痛都可以

不能没有你

只想永远永远爱你

你知不知道

真的没关系

Ring.

We dont want this night to end.

:D

thanks L.

i must be mad.

my poor fringe.

just wanted to blog but nothing to blog about:(

i think you know.

Red.

All we need in this world is some love.

i think my granny is really cute.

she was reading expired newspaper.

meaning wednesday's news.

LOL.

then it was the bear incident.

so she was like telling me dont go home too late and if i meet the bear cannot panic.

then i told her its fake,

and she dont believe.

LOL AND I HAD TO PUT JAC ON LOUDSPEAKER SO THAT SHE CAN TELL MY GRANNY ITS FAKE.

hahaahha.

friendship.

10 alphabets

10000000000 meanings.

AHHHHHH SCREW A LEVELS. IMMA START WORKING DAMN HARD.

i constantly feel that whatever im doing, its not enough to get me my A. :(

i know i said this a million times alr

BUT SERIOUSLY, WHY ARE U SO CUTE.

thanks PTRJ.

true friends will always be there for you even if they have their own set of problems to handle.

love.

PTJRC,

I LOVE YOU ALL NO MATTER WHAT. :)

Regrets

Farewell assembly.

really touching indeed.

S24 - ONE FAMILY UNBROKEN.

Thank you Ms Ong for the famous Amos cookieeeee.

ah guilt tricks.

now i feel so bad not paying attention during her lessons.

ok must totally do well for physics.

ahh.

Alevel briefing after touching farewell assembly = spoiler.

Camwhoring session = best time of the day.

Its such a pity that S24 was quite divided.

Im sure that every single one of those that i'm not close to are super nice people.

:( just filled with regrets how we never treasure each other when we could.

went to have lunch with the class at swensens.

embarrassing moments.

decided to sing random birthday song to chowler to get free ice cream.

attempt failed! all the cheapos (including me)

Miss Choo's treat!:D

ok now i super regret lah.

why did i take things for granted?

Why did i sleep in almost every econs lecture+tutorials?

HAIYA.

too late for regrets, just gotta study damn hard now for As.

by the way.

TODAY MARKS THE OFFICIAL LAST DAY OF PLAYING.

my motivation: all the fun after As!

SEE RIGHT, if i dont put in my 100% effort now, i will feel guilty even after As.

then i will constantly worry about the lousy grades that im gonna get.

BUT! if i persevere now and give it my all, i know i can play in peace after As.

No guilt, no worries.

After class lunch, we decided to blindfold the two bday boys rajan and jermaine for an experience of a lifetime. haha.

led them all the way to the reverse bungee jumping at clarke quay only to realise that it is closed for maintenance.

weather muthatooting hot.

(this photo is not the real one, kope from internet ^^)

so had to come up with a plan B.

Though not as awesome, but at least they enjoyed it. :D

nice thank yous.

wobbly dicks.

awesome sunset.

best company.

so i took polaroids with everyone in the class.

i want to show my kids next time.

tell them my experience in school with all of you in it.

sometimes, getting your 2nd choice isnt that bad.

PSLE got 2nd choice.

so i ended up in TK.

and in TK i met zest and PTJR.

and i dont regret going to TK in the end.

O' lvls, 2nd choice again.

ended up in SA.

and what more can i say?

i love my class.

so i guess its right,

Noone is here by chance.

maybe this could turn out to be something good?

SA may not the best in terms of acads, but the memories in the school irreplaceable and the kind of culture in the school is unbeatable.

im proud to say i love SA afterall.

btw, im too lazy to put the polaroids up on facebook..

and i do not have a scanner.

unless someone loans me one or i save up enough to get one.. then i will upload the photos.

eh even better right, if i put now, everyone else also put.

not cool anymore.

IF LIKE I UPLOAD 1 YEAR LATER, THEN MY CLASS WILL SUDDENLY THINK OF ME AND HOW IT WAS LIKE IN S24.. WAH. THEN THE IMPACT EVEN BETTER. HEEHEE. GOT THE NOSTALGIC FEEL. LMAO.

ok im like trying to find ways to keep myself away so i can prolong my break day.

BUT CANNOT LAH EYELIDS ARE TOO HEAVY.

so... goodnight fairyland.

tinkie winkie <3

if you are reading this,

and you know that i'm referring to you,

i have something to tell you.

Dessert.

So who is the retard who ate too much and end up feeling like a merlion?

me.

Yay Tung lok's double yolk white lotus mooncakes for Mooncake Festival this year.

so i've come to terms that we must really listen to both parties to truly understand an issue.

even if one of the parties is your super duper close friend.

not that i'm saying he/she can't be trust,

but isn't it quite common sense that when he/she confides in you, he/she will definitely use words to sway your thinking so that you will end up supporting him/her?

chem paper tmr.

gotta sleep now to wake up at 8 and try to memorise inorganic chem.

GOODNIGHT.

jump and fall.

think too much.

assumptions - NONO.

btw, is it me or does everyone else get motivated to do work everytime we buy new stationaries? :D

nights

HEE.

I JUST LEARNT HOW TO PRINTSCREEN LOH

john little MEGA sale + Popular Bookstore Sale + Adidas Sale + Food Expo= G.U.I.L.T

so today was super unproductive.

super= never do any work at all.

i dont know why i snapped a photo at this woman.

i just found it amazing that she brought her dog onto the mrt.

it's in the pink cage.

a freaking chihuahua.

bought it at john little sale.

TOO CUTE.

it's a backpack!

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY:)

HI BEEEEEEEECH.
ate dinner at texas chicken.

IT SUCKS.

KENA CONNED.

NOT EVEN NICE.

BEST CHICKEN IN TOWN = ARNOLD'S

hahaha spotted this at Popular Mega Sale.

They were giving free samples.

ok wait samples are free.

ah heck that.

and then nah said i swallowed chewing gum.

for 5 secs i was shocked.

until i saw the fine print.

TASTE LIKE CHEWING GUM.

oh yeah, the food expo suck balls loh.

but.. ok lah i was being a damn bloody cheapo.

just keep taking samples.

so the whole day was spent like this.

and its really weird to know jac's bro is so close to my mum.

:O

So why on earth did you call?

you make me feel like diverting the phone call straight to 999.

Everytime you call us,

you want something, $$$$.

YOU THINK WE FUCKING RICH ISIT.

Mummy is feeding YOUR mummy, and YOUR daughter (ME).

and all you care about is yourself.

for these few years, have you ever sent money to us?

i'm not even asking for that.

how bout, have you called us just to simply show some concern?

let me tell you straight in your face,

You dont deserve a single cent.

YOU ARE SO BLOODY IRRESPONSIBLE IM NEVER GONNA LOOK FOR YOU EVER AGAIN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

i dont care if the money means life/death to you.

SERIOUSLY.

people can call me an unfilial daughter and what not. i dont care.

they dont understand a shat.

the moment you decided to have a daughter,

you are supposed to be responsible for her.

BUT WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

you chuck me to mummy and you ask mummy for money.

god, seriously?

bastard.

jerk.

im not gonna shed another tear for you.

Block?

It's so weird that i still feel this way when you told me that.

Chanel! Wtf are you thinking.

Is it me or does anyone else feel that as prelims and A's draw nearer, our motivation to study seems to disappear?

Rhymes :O

IMISSHAN.

Realised i keep finding every opportunity to not study.

So what if i know you know?

So what if you know?

So what if i know?

So what?

Nothing can change.

Nothing WILL change.

You make me feel like i'm living a teenage dream.

Plaster.

Bom.

Yes im thinking prata.

joy.

HANHAN: SOURCE OF RELIEF TO PRE-EXAMINATION STRESS.

KIDS WILL ALWAYS BE KIDS.

INNOCENT THINKINGS.

THOUGHTLESS WORDS.

CURIOUS QUESTIONS.

BRINGs SMILES TO PEOPLE'S FACES ALL THE TIME.

LOOK AT HER FACE WHEN WE JUST MET....

HANHAN ACT SHY ONLY.

AFTER MUCH BRIBERY WITH KINDER SURPRISE AND STRAWBERRY POCKY..

HANHAN, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.

WHO ARE YOU SERIOUSLY.

hahahahahahahaha

AND HERE'S A VIDEO OF HER DANCING.

ITS AMUSING.

ESPECIALLY HER LAST POSE.

OH WOW HANHAN!

SO ARE YOU GONNA INVITE US TO UR DANCE CONCERT? ;)

PTJRC WE SERIOUSLY LAG ONE YEAR.HAHAHA.

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel

Next.

I just finished filing all my notes.




Exhausted.



Worse than running 2.4.



I've been having panic attacks lately.


Formulas haunt me in the middle of my sleep.



Dreading this.




Rantings aside,
I find the new announcement at the circle line super amusing.

'train is coming!
Train is coming!
Train is cominggggggggggggggg!
Please start queuing~
love your ride!'


What's even more entertaining is the expression on people's face when they first hear it. :O








It ain't the end of the world.




Look from afar.




Imyn

just the way you are.

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares fora while
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

OKAY.

conversation of the day:

nah: we go eat your dimsum lah.

chanel: okay. whats that road called again, i check online how to get there.

chanel *continues*: OH I KNOW. START WITH V ONE. VASECTOMY ROAD.

nah: please search the meaning of vasectomy online.

k not funny:(

caught step up 3.

the girl's bod is awesome.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY JACJAC.:D:D

look at the crazy things we've done together.

We've know each other for 6 years already!

that's like 1/3 of our lives.

amazing right?

How sad i can't be there to sing a birthday song to you when the clock strikes 12.

don't blame me k.

blame MOE.

Ministry of Education, Singapore

1 North Buona Vista Drive
Singapore 138675

Tel: +65 68722220
Fax: +65 67755826

nah! help you search already.

anw i just wanna say that thanks for always being here for me when i needed you.

for being that crazy bunny,

and that retarded girl who loves to irritate me.

18th birthday, 18 wishes for you.

1) get As for 'As'

2) grow slightly fatter

3) grow slightly darker

4) grow slightly younger

5) get a boyfriend

6) stop your fetish with rui en

7) have lesser family troubles

8) have better fashion sense HEE

9) earn big bucks when you grow up

10) conquer more mountains

11) skate around the world with your future loved one

12) grow bigger boobs HEE

13) be less matured looking

14) be less horny HEE

15) be less spoilt

16) be nicer to me

17) be more blessed

18) BE THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WWW.

NAH! 18 WISHES FOR YOU.

18 HUGS FOR YOU,

18 KISSES FOR YOU.

love you jacinda siew xinying.

cos you're bittersweet.

Edit.

Why didnt i use my MC for today!?! :(

Doctor gave me an MC in the morning but i didnt use it and went to sit for the paper anyway.

oh gosh, i feel drowsy right now...

oh my new obsession. bought this at the IT fair yesterday.

Urbanears' Plattan headphones are classic style headphones that can be folded as small as your fist for ultimate portability. The handmade 40mm drivers provide great soundreproduction, and one earcap features a "zound plug," which allows your friend to plug their headphones into yours so you can both enjoy the same sounds. The cord is wrapped in fabric to helpprevent tangles, and features a microphone and remote that's compatible with many portable devices, including iPhone, Blackberry, HTC and Nokia. Great for anyone who's looking for a stylish pair of day-to-day headphones.

AND MY LONG AWAITED PORTABLE IPHONECHARGER!

no more heart attacks everytime i see my phone batt percentage go below 20:)

and while checking out some tech stuffs online, i chanced upon this.

wahlao so cool i want. :(

you look different today.

you feel different today.

you ARE different today.

i miss you.

Esc.

So I was telling Pam and ruby bout my dream invention.







I want to invent this soundtrack. Called "silence"

Like when I play it all I hear is silence.

Amazing right? So when I study out I can play this soundtrack all the time. Silence.








Have you ever stopped yourself from listening to a song too many times because you love it so much and you don't ever wanna be sick of hearing it?

I have.





Saw jade seah.

Millennia walk: place for eye therapy.


Throat hurts like shatzx.
Flu max doesn't work.





New headphones. So awesome that i don't even know what stop I'm at right now.


K I'm officially broke, and remind me that today is the 2nd day of the month.


Can't wait to see our 'artistic' class photo tmr.




Oh, did I mention that I'm screwed for Econs?
Not just Econs,
Prelims in general.


Ohhh. So I found out from Pam that Indians holding hands is a sign of friendship. Not that they're gay. Wow.







Liar liar pants on fire!

Enter.

You are bloody retarded.

Mind of an 18

confused

undecided

dumb

come on, get over it?

suffocated.

choked.

blinded.

Quit playing games.

Indifferent.

Changed.

Drift.

Pulling me back pulling me in, just like gravity

Happy Teachers' Day

HAHA.AWESOME DAY AT TK WITH PAM AND RUBY.

WENT TO TK AND SAW THIS POSTER AND WENT MAD.

LIKE A CERTAIN SENSE OF PATRIOTISM TOWARDS SA.

HI TANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

THE HALL, MEMORIESSSSSSSSS.

MRS CHUA YOUR BABY NO.2 DAMN CUTE.

RUBY AND MRS CHUA:)

NETBALL.

OMG I MISS MRS TAN.

MRS MELINDA LOY.

WAH MDM AMIZAH LOOK SO PWEETY.

MISS SUSAN TEEEEEEEEEEE I MISS YOU LIKE SOME MAD DOG.

MDM AZIZAN, I GOT B3 FOR COMBINED:(

OMGGGGGGGGGG. FAVEFAVE, GP CONSULTATION?

PAM ALL I SEE IS A BLACK HEAD.

SLEEPS.

COMA.

SERIOUSLY MISS TK.

:( CAREFREEEEEE DAYS.

I MISS BLADING IN SCHOOL AS IF THE SCHOOL IS LIKE SOME PARK.

I MISS PASSING LETTERS.

MISS GETTING SCOLDED BY TEACHERS.

MISS ZEST.

MISS THAT CORNER AT THE COURT.

MISS THE FOOD,OK NOT REALLY.

MISS EVERYONE.

MISS SPIRIT OF 4/9.

MISS EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will delight those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away